Oops..i’ve been MIA for almost 2 months! And here i am, back again, with a heading that’s weird.
Those who know me long enough knows that i get emo here and then. (notwithstanding the monthly thingy). Sometimes it’s just so hard to control.
I’ve always wanted to go back to the good old days when i can discuss almost everything with my cousins (both paternal and maternal). Time went by. Things happen. Circumstances changes. And i could no longer converse at ease with them as it used to be, except for a few selected ones (and mind you, the people on the list is countable using one hand, or maybe less than that).
Sometimes i wonder. Is it because that i can’t let go and forgive them for what they’ve done? Or is it because i don’t try hard enough to make amends and breakthrough my own psychological barrier? Or is it because they are the ones who feel weird to be talking like old times? Or is it because i’ve gave up completely in trying?
Think. think. think. Emo. emo. emo. Solution. solution.solution
I should tell myself that next time when i’m emo, i’ll add one more letter in to make it ‘elmo’! And then i’ll think of elmo’s happy face to cheer myself up. And after that, I’ll need to find a solution for it. Yup, that’s the way it is.
Think. think. think. Emo. emo.opps! Elmo! elmo! Solution. solution. solution.